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Name: Payshun
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Birthday: 1/1/1977
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Interests: Comics, Underground Hip Hop, Books, Progressive Politics, intelligent people, Mysticism, hot people. Oh and lots of alcohol. I also really enjoy good conversation. Being controversial, standing up for the little guy and having as much fun as possible.
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Friday, October 09, 2009

The spiritual evolution of a burner part 2

This is another vision I saw while at the burn. Yes I have a few more spiritual stories to tell about burning man.

Please enjoy.

This is another story of a vision I recieved while at the HookaDome (a dance and music stage) at the Burn. I looked up in the sky and Sophia flooded me with revelation. The wisdom of God filled my mind with her wonders and it was wonderful. I saw from one end of creation to another. My consciousness went cosmic. I could hear the explosion of stars as they communicated with each other across distances. I could feel comets and other weird spacial phenomena and I could hear the heart of the universe beating. The heart was an inverted black hole and all the energy it emitted flooded creation with energy. That energy linked everything.

This is not astral projection, instead it was something more pure, I did not leave my body and float above anything. Instead my body and mind became an eye, a living lens that saw across everything and my consciousness became the pupil darting through the warmth of Sophia herself. I was intimately connected to the stars, existing in the warmth between them. Beneath the cold of space was an energy force (I am not sure what to call this force but Sophia will suffice) but it was warm, safe and powerful but subtlety so.  It did not need to dominate anything because it already did. There was a freedom to it that explained the coldness of space and the energy that made up the universe.

At one point it felt like my mind was part of a star in another galaxy and I was something more than I could be as mortal and then I was back, back in my mortal form, small, and full of the universe's wisdom.  Then the dub music filled my spirit w/ it's bass and I was dancing again.

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Thursday, October 08, 2009

I am still burning and it's a month later

I went to burning man over a month ago and you would think my social life would tone down. ROFLMAO

Seriously, seriously, seriously,

I can't stop partying. Last nite we went to Circus, a club downtown, we shut that shit down and made the fucking party. It was amazing.

Help me stop, kidding, don't.

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Saturday, October 03, 2009

Spiritual death is approaching

My friends and loved ones are very concerned about some of my choices as of late and they should be. In two days both Way and Christina said I would die if I pursued my love. I am going to die and only be acknowledging it will I live. Death is not a bad thing. It's the natural order of the universe, things must die so that more life will come. It's more than a Christian principle but also one that every major religion shares in common in some form or another. Not only that but the natural order  is such that creation reflects this simple yet profound truth.

It should always lead to spiritual and physical transformation where one finds new and exciting ways to bring love to the world. But unfortunately that is not always the case, my prayer is that every choice I make will be redeemed through love even when my choices are made from ego and lack. I must acknowledge my lack or the universe will not rush to fill the empty void. The universe and GOD love filling that need. My hope is that I will survive and grow from my "death."

But I need to acknowledge that my death is self inflicted and it will kill me. Hopefully there is some grace for some self inflicted spiritual wounds because life is too short to live w/o hope.

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Thursday, October 01, 2009

The spiritual evolution of a burner.

Yah I know it's been a while. As most of you know by now I am a mystic. I went to burning man. It was awesome. If you want to stories about my awakening there then I guess u will have to talk to me in person because I am not going to be talking much of that here. But I will be redirecting the energy of this blog into a more creative or even spiritual space than it was before. But first let's start first w/ the first vision.

While I was at the burn I experienced a spiritual opening of sorts. I was given a vision of creation at the beginning. I saw the big bang but it did not stop there. I saw a million big bangs. I saw the universe that existed before this one. I saw it only at the beginning and I saw it being created. I know most of you muthafuckers will think I am nuts and I am but still I saw this vision. At the beginning everything was white or void and then a spark would grow, in my different colors and shapes and energy would erupt. But each spark was different than the other and they grew in beauty as each exploded. Every universe was uniquely different from the one preceding it because the vibrational energy was greater w/ each universe. God said that this universe is the most loving one he has ever created.

He was exceedingly pleased w/ this creation.

That experience is something I cannot process. It processes u. Exactly how it processed me, I am still working through but let's just say I am different now. I am more confident than I have ever been and I know what I want. I love u all and hope my journey enlightens and entertains u.

Be blessed.

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Friday, June 26, 2009

A Tribute to the Greatest Entertainer EVER!!!

 


Thank you.
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